Elena Seubert

After a hiatus of several years of independent artistic research, I was looking forward to the two weeks ahead, with no daily obligations to interfere or provide an easy excuse not to devote the remaining time. I had felt disconnected from drawing, my artistic medium, for some time. So I was quite uncertain about the best way to start. 

Personal experiences in recent years had raised questions about the sick body, some of which I brought with me to Wales. Accompanied by books, articles and memories, a starting point. 
Realising that it would take longer than a fortnight to get answers, I appreciated the freedom I was given to follow my own pace. It encouraged me to embrace the process and not measure it by the visual output. 

Over the two weeks, the starting point expanded and became a network of references and connections. More questions arose.

I read, took notes, organised and in the process discovered words that gave me access to my memories but also a wider perspective. I started writing, which I have continued to do. It seems easier to start something in a new place, like on a blank sheet of paper. Rhythms and routines can be carefully curated, the senses seem more awake.  

Being surrounded by such wonderful and caring people and the vastness of the landscape was inspiring and gave me the gift of focus, calm and alertness. Not to mention new friends :)